Astronaut Discloses Depression In the Wake of Wave of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The mission was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was buried under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the mission, including increased focus on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
Flight Details
The computer-piloted spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the edge of outer space.
The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.